Always to damage I run toward
Seeking to fix with no reward
Another infatuation ends in scorn
From which I'll never know what could have been born
Like all the rest
Another quest
But I'll see then, what I can't see now
Too lost in my enamour that I succumb to avow
To love oneself, a lie, a trick
Seldom do these notions stick
Accept yourself I try to say
It's the closest you can get, that way
Alas, you see, clarity never comes for me
Til I push so hard, you'll run a yard
Like all the rest
Another test
But I'll see then, what I can't see now
The reasons why you disallow
A chance I seek to prove my worth
Even though I'm nought but dearth
Self aware yet no self care
Your patience thin, I'm sure to wear
Like all the rest
Another stress
But I'll see then, what I refuse to see now
The lesson I never learn somehow